It's hard right now because he's on a general surgery rotation so his hours suck and I never see him.
And when he's working, you should be able to connect somehow. You should ask yourself if missionboys want to pursue a future partner who was raised in an missionboys that causes drastic sexual suppression and you may never have a healthy sex life if she is your wife.
We need to get over ourselves and start loving each other how the Lord intended.
Sorry man, but if I knew what I know now I would have cut my losses.